i accidentally killed my dog i accidentally killed my dog

How could I put my sweet baby in harms way!? This is hitting me so hard. Hey, I just feel if this can help someone cope that they are not alone then why not. My parents were moving family home and it all happened very last minute. When a dog dies, you get through it, you don't get over it. I felt like I drove over a small hump and I stopped and got out to see what it was. I run 2 businesses and I feel I have not taken the needed time to love on this absolutely sweet dog God gave meand 2 days ago I was running a fever of 102 up til today. Please take a moment to read it its the comments on this article that inspired me to write it. I felt sick as I saw her run off. Our older dog, didnt pay him any attention at all and our younger dog was curious and only wanted to play. I wont go into details, but it was very traumatic, a moment in time that will likely haunt me for the rest of time. I am fixing to tell you my guilt while I am crying and hating on myself right now. But bless her heart she was such a good cat, always letting Cleo eat before her and so patient and would do all her business outside and never craze for anything. I want to cry, I want to scream and hate myself but Im also just so numb. I hated to leave her in such an anxiety provoking situation but this was abnormal for her so I drove away and felt confident Id have an answer at 1. I feel like weve let him down, and we didnt fully appreciate how stressful this situation may have been for him. That experienced, but it wasnt enough to compensate for my stupidity. After dealing with so much sadness and heartache, we decided it was time for some light and went on the hunt for a new kitty. I have really bad depression so Ive told myself I have to stay alive for my cat and my hamster. I didnt want to shatter her world. We are both animal lovers, after all. The vet says its not my fault and she has underlying issues. I had to kill my cat. I turned to take a bite of my soup and I her a thud. She was very warm which led me to believe this didnt just happen. Truly the most beautiful creature Ive ever laid eyes on. Create an account to follow your favorite communities and start taking part in conversations. We could of done, we had unpacked most things by the Thursday he could of settled in with us then! You have to call the police. Thank you for listening! She seemed so full of energy. I cry every day, a deep guttural, painful cry. When my German Shepherd, Hugo, died, it felt like a part of me had been clawed out and torn away. After about 10 minutes he started to move and make for the door, which I opened. These tips are inspired by a reader who shared his guilty feelings about putting his dog to sleep. I loved her so much. In these dogs, ivermectin can pass directly to the brain and be toxic or even lethal. Hes had some immune problems that we got basically under control and next step was housing for him. Well I did that for months but then a lot of stuff happened in between time and I slacked on and off. It is incredibly painful. It was wednesday when she started to be innactive but not that lethargic, she knida lost her appetite and only eat and drink a little, i gave her fruits instead of pellets for her to swallow the food easily. Honestly Ive considered ********* , I dont feel like theres a way I could get rid of this guilt and live like before. I imagine him alone, cold, starving, and freezing to death. Ozgur . I brought my daughter Guineapig. I scooped her up and we sped to the vet, but it was too late. The doc also said that it would be a very long and expensive road to try to get her well (including the severe wound on her face) and that even then her prognosis was considered guarded at best. 9 January 2018. NOT BUYING ONE. You are going to get through this. Not just lifeless but, decaying. Instead of dying cold and alone. They put her in an incubator. I have 3 cats and one of the other cats was sick during last week and I gave him specilly whatever he likes to encouraged him to eat. What if we picked him up a day early? Same happened to me my cat got stuck in the cat door a while back on the collar , and if i was not there to see it she would have died , but after she became deaf on both ears cus i took her to a bad vet that miss treated her ears and made her deaf , i had so much blame cus of that , anyways after she got stuck like that i promised my self she should never have a collar on again , but since she now had become deaf i dident want her to get run over by cars this winter in the dark , cus she cant hear them , so i decided i will risk putting on the collar again so she wont get run over by traffic , 1 january my other cats woke me up screaming at me , she was stuck in the cat door and suffocated to death and its all my fault for putting the collar on her again , i have not been able to eat in 3 days , im so ashamed and feel guilt of her death , never been this sick and heart broken ever in my life , even after losing family members (people) not pets , losing a 11 year old friend u saw and talked to every day , every morning and night before u go to sleep , head bumping love , all ripped away and i caused the death of my beloved cat cus of my choices , u are not alone , this is horrible , the worst thing , i can barely write this without choking up , barely breathe.. It was heartbreaking as they cried for losing Bella but at the same time telling me it wasnt my fault. Monday night could not find him in the home or garden. I should have insisted they remain closed and theyd have to be out or in regardless of whether it was against their intentions. You can never be too careful with our sweet pets. To clarify the reason Im so worried about his sister dying of grief is because my grandmother had three cats. She preferred to be left to her own devices and not a lot of fussing. The stress of money, work, kids, marriage, and daily life may have taken precedence over how you treated your pet. But one of the tubes came out of a box and thats how she escaped. I cannot stop blaming myself for letting her out and running her over. This happens often because no one likes the tedious task of folding clothes. Hopefully, we can help Hannah through as she is already quite clingy now. Maybe you didnt make the best choices. There was one part of the road in the neighborhood that I was hesitant to enter as there were unpleasant people living there so I would only quickly scan the area for my Sofie bird. Accidents happen but it's still sad when you care about them. I know he doesn't fully understand, but he's just adding more to my already broken heart. She had a adorable little perma-smile, as most axolotls do and beautiful red frills. The vet said that it couldve been a congenital heart defect, or E-Cuniculi, and that they ran all their tests before the operation and Lolly was fine, if stressed. Although the law varies depending on state and county, if someone has injured or killed your pet, you are entitled to compensation. And I couldnt save him. Did he wonder where we were, why we didnt look for him more? Sensitivity to the drug can also be seen in dogs or puppies that have . My sister killed my moms precious poodle flying down the driveway in her car too fast like she always did. I wish. I knew I couldnt keep them so I started searching for homes. But I took him back again to the elevator this time he ran so fast and hard he when to the service pipeline area. She said the urine was normal yet it showed blood and protein. Nov 2, 2013 at 0:43. I make myself confortable watching them and I notice something kinda annoying. I gave my daughter a friend and took her away in ONLY 2 months. Found a no kill rescue that said bring them over. My mum and sister were on the phone and they told me to let her go. 1 lbs and 10 oz. The book was nominated for the Nebula Award, but lost to Dune. One by one our four adult children who grew up with her and loved her so much came home. I chose to sleep with her that night instead of my boyfriend. Identify imagined guiltabout theloss of your dog or cat. I saw his last minute when he peed and pooped himself. Then she began to growl and puff out and fight the bed. It didnt seem that important and now I realise she was suffering, in pain. He looked particularly smart as earl The involuntary movements were violent, she vocalized in a way ive never heard that sounded like complete pain. Dogs most commonly experience nausea, upset stomach, and diarrhea after taking fish oil. O-Q Joined 19/06/2019 Posts 2,152 06:04 PM 25/06/2019 ahaha, mistakes happen!-White girl. New comments cannot be posted and votes cannot be cast. We lost a friend to suicide, we lost family to COVID, we watched a neighbors house burn down with all of their fur babies inside. - iKlsR. My cat died because I was selfish. No offense man but you really need some fucking help. Either way i still feel the blame comes back to me What if I wouldve taken him to the vet? I really appreciate this article. With her age and the recovery it would have taken to get her back to a semi normal state, we decided it wasnt fair to put her through that and chose to end her life and suffering. And I wont take an ibuprofen to help my headaches because all I can think about is how she didnt have the luxury of hydrating herself or deciding whether to live in a cage. The guilt of having killed my dog who trusted me. Slug Bait. She said she was probably starting to have some kidney failure but that was because of her increasing thyroid level, so we increased the meds. An animal control employee fails to notice that the dog is wearing a tag and destroys the dog without notifying the owner. Her eyes were sunken into her skull. New comments cannot be posted and votes cannot be cast. What I did not know was that Bella was behind me trying to jump into the car at that very instant. On Saturday, April 20th my dog was killed by my neighbor's Siberian Husky. Im struggling with guilt after my 7 1/2 year old ferret, Ichabod, died yesterday. He was trying to pretend I couldn't see him. We didnt have a personal vehicle , my phone also off. Talking and writing about it is healthier than ignoring it, and can help you process your grief. You have probably never heard of this phenomenon because people rarely talk about the situation. I hope these tips help. I went in, I told her. So approximately 17 days after our beloved friend, our old man, our fur baby of 9 years goes missing, the MAN of the house gets off his lazy ass and puts out signs on the street corners. But Im not that that stupid I know I should have or could have acted quicker. I hadnt this time. Her cage was clean and she had food. Although Bella's new, the other dogs have taken a liking to her, especially the Golden Shepard everybody else calls Kion. I quickly laid her on the bed and realized she wasnt breathing. He shook his head no at me so i ran back to my baby and tried again. You took good care of your dog or cat in many ways; dont wave that away. i put him in the new cage i had bought for him, which i didnt use because i didnt feel right having him caged up all day, and i dragged the cage to the balcony and left him out there while i cleaned up. She threw up blood everywhere. She ate something in the house I feel so guilty for not protecting her from whatever got stuck in her tummy, i knew she liked to pull at her towels and bedding but at 3 years I didnt realize it was unsafe I should have known better, I should have taken all the soft bedding away from her. When you welcome this dog into your home, shower the dog with lots of freedom, and (most importantly) affection. This never happened nor do I recall any discussion of hypertension. Her eyes were fixed open, her jaw clenched, front limbs fixed straight, back limbs running movement. I'm actually crying. Last month I was going through a hard time at work and personally and I neglected her care. I love her so much and Im so glad I knew her, but at the same time if somebody else had adopted her as a baby they might not have been an idiot like me and she might be alive today. The woman told me to call by 1pm if I had not heard from them. The Animal Legal Defense Fund is rated four-stars by Charity Navigator, is a Platinum Level GuideStar Exchange participant, a Better Business Bureau Accredited Charity, and an Independent Charity Seal of Excellence awardee, ensuring that we meet the highest standards of accountability, efficiency . Its just so hard. I ran in front of the AC to cool her down but realized Id rather lay her down and look her over. I couldnt drive. I don't want to go into it but it was the most horrible thing I've ever seen, and I still feel so guilty. Why not give the family another chance to show another dog the same kind of love Kion received? I could have not been selfish and just left him home! We also knew he would eventually come around and even love our new family members. The second one we found, I accidentally attacked my buddy's wolf, and his wolf raped my 2nd one and I was sad, I then killed his and he "EXECUTING SADFACE.EXE" and we looked for a while while he tried to suicide IG multiple times, he then went to go play left 4 dead 2 :[R.I.P When I got out of the car, Bella ran up to me. We waited in all day for the phone call. Sue August 30, 2022 at 11:03 am . Your story made me cry, I'm really sorry. The other cat came to normal. He was curled up on his side, front arms folded under his body, eyes closed. I ran to the kitchen got maple syrup, rubbed it all over her gums and immediately started cpr right after. I have been sick for several weeks now and had not given him much attentionbut he seemed like he knew I was sick and was still happy to see me even he wasnt getting out of the kennel like normal. That action was probably the worst thing Ive ever done in my life . I dont understand it at times. Sadly at 5pm Single Dot left me infront of me. Im here because of the loss of our 8 year old family German shepherd. He must be hating me for giving him such death. I decided to observe her and after 30 minutes of activity I realized the hope I had in resuscitation was followed now with despair. My sweet, sweet baby. Maybe that will sink in enough for you to realize the urgency with which you need serious help. But I want all who commented to know that you are not alone in your agony and that, as I pray about my own grief, I will include all of you, and your pets, in my prayers. Where was his daddy when he needed him? I actually didnt want her at my place because of the responsibility. I told the story to the Vet after his death and she told me l, my cat died within 2days of sick and probably he may have eaten some poison. We didnt want any more pain for her so we let her go . He died because of me. So, I went to the laundry room (which is right outside my bedroom . Shes Mums dog, but we are so close. Good luck, You need to get a grip before this becomes your life. Get off the internet and seek help immediately before you harm yourself or someone else. She was going off shift but her colleague would call if there were any developments. It was two weeks before they could get him in. It died in a few seconds but she cried for days, it was horrible. Sleep tight Lollybun, Special Girl, Special Rabbit, Lollybum, Lollybumby. This is imagined guilt. He died because of me. I know that my grief and pain is causing my husband and children more pain than theyre already experiencing so I know that I need to find a path forward bc I dont want that for them. Dreaming that his little life wasnt cut so incredibly short by my carelessness. Love you and may we meet again. She blinked at me for the last time. She died at 4 years old because I neglected her. I was in between a coffee table and the sofa she must of been coming up behind me about to bite them. TikTok video from Madison Shewbooks (@madisonshewbrookssss): "You killed him over something he didn't do. She failed to alert me to any seriousness of condition. A man who was shot by his dog in a tragic hunting accident was identified as Kansas plumber Joseph Smith on Tuesday as friends remembered the hunter as a "loving goofball" who made them . 2 days ago I thought I had a healthy 5 year old beagle mix named Pima. She gave me the number of a hospital 90 mins away. I didnt see him so I called out for him, he called out for me and he his voice while calling made me cry and panic. Trying to keep her safe, actually put her in harms way and I have to live with this along with the pain and grief I caused myself and my family. Her cheery smirk's becoming more familiar to the other dogs prancing with her. Shes 11 years old and i feel so useless i should have done it earlier i feel like i did not do anything for her im so dumb i cant stop crying im tired of crying day and night but i cant help myself to cry the pain in my chest was unbearable i cant stop blaming myself for what happened. I am not much a dog person at all, but cat lover instead. You have actually committed a crime. I know this is easier said than done and it takes effort to forgive yourself. You dont deserve to live and I hope you get your ass killed like you did to him your a punk. I'm not going to tell you you're a horrible person because obviously you're already feeling very guilty/remorseful but take this as a wake up call, get help. I was so excited. We fought hard to keep Tiny inside the first couple weeks. And we don't know what happened, but for some reason, it went wrong yesterday. I didnt even talk to my psychologist about it because more than being disonest i feel unhuman because of what i did to my dog.